Wednesday, September 15, 2010

Wait.

"#231 - Wait
With tongue firmly in cheek again, I declare the prompt this week: Wait. To those of you for whom it is Monday already, I am sorry for the wait! My internet connection and I have spent the day in a fight. For the last little while there has only been one of us doing Sunday Scribblings, so it is much worse when I can't connect. I am sorry!"

-Sunday Scribblings.

I think i'm patient in terms of short term things like waiting on my mom to finish her meeting, or like waiting for my 6-7 year old swimmer to get something correctly after teaching them 12094823 times. Yeah, I don't think I get easily frustrated with that.

On the other hand, I don't like to wait for the long term things such as getting married or like taking care of a family.
I guess what I'm trying to say is that I want to get married now; I want to have mini Frank and Francessca Changs right now. (I know, i'm a dork. But only God-willing of course). I just don't like the fact that I have to spend another 4-6 years in college and then try to build up some financial support for myself before getting to the point where I want to be.
I want a time machine.

Father, please help me to put those feelings aside for now.
I'm not married and my heart is already divided. -.-
Help me to be more patient and wait for that time to come and only if it is within your will.
I wish to serve you with all my heart. Can you not see?
I want to make most of my years now for you because all my life I didn't know you.
Please help me to stand firm.
Thank you J-Dawggg. (That's not blasphemy is it?...)


I dunno if i'd have the patience for that brat though.